I sit here reading through Jaeson Ma's blog and thinking man God has blessed his faithfulness to Him. Suddenly, this spirit of convenience and jealousy runs through my head, of almost wanting God to put in my life certain things to make me famous, and to do it NOW. But I struggle internally because famous or not famous, in God's eyes I am wanted.
God is bringing out the deep things that I want and presenting it to me as if I had to make a decision between Him or my desires. Being in this place of struggling against my flesh, I can't help but wonder, am I being legalistic about these things or is it because I truly love God.
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
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